from 7-9th grade i stayed home nearly once or twice a week from school because i was so depressive about going to school, then i basically drop out by doing internet school and by doing internet school i mean not doing it at all and just living at home

then i got kicked from there and thrown back into highschool and the moment i heard that i just wanted to die

””“”“bullying”“”“”” sure does a lot to someone huh i mean no i should have just sucked it up all those years

how dare i had been a young confused hurt person over being made fun of for things i did when i was A KID and because i had long hair

then i had to come home everyday to my brother tormenting me and making fun of me and calling me fat and hurting me oh no thats not damaging at all hes just my brother “thats what brothers do” 

being outcasted and made fun of your whole life does nothing to you oh shut the fuck up you stupid fucks people dont have to “toughen up” throughout high school/ever it wouldnt hurt but no they dont have to people shouldnt be such fucking assholes instead of trying to change kids that are sensitive how about we make sure parents dont raise their kids to be such fucking pricks and actually watch the kids during school or are those cameras and 100 teachers in the school there for nothing

it took me till i was like 16 to realize the things cody said about me were wrong [i thought i was p obese for 15 years of my life and i still kind of do because of him (: my lack of self esteem is mainly because of him!!] and to get over everything only im still not over everything i think of everything and it bothers me so much

people dont bother me anymore they leave me alone but i only interact with one class and theyre pretty mellow people for the most part

it took me so long to realize that the way i was was because of bullying i would have never considered it bullying coz the only kind of bullying they ever show is people actually hurting other kids physically so i just thought it was me being really stupid over shit but

i wasnt

just

fuck school i fucking hate it and the people in it


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